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[May. 14th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
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| | sentenced - killing me killing you | ] |
i really dont know what it is with people...how one thing can mean soo much to someone and so little to somealse. its really just dumb if you ask me people and be soo blind to things that are nearest to them. they could be lookin it in the face and pass it up and i know that for a fact. people come people go... and i mean that literaly people call others there firends or even best firends when that person could give a fuck about them or even vis versa. if you ask anyone if there is one thing they wwant to go back and change and they said no then there lieing. i dont give a fuck if they are donalda fucking trump. it doesnt mAatter...
but if you really want to put it that way nothing matters at all. this is all just a fucking play, a show everyone is fake every thing is fake. but i mean what does that mean nothing cause were all gonna be in the ground in a few years mounths weeks or days its all bullshit.
but all in all to me i see life as a short time were people should try and enjoy them slefs as much as possiable because it could be takein in a sec. but its hard to do that if the one thing that makes you smile or love liveing or just love in genral is gone and it feels almost carzy to get back then...thats just life...you know what i think the meaning of life it fucking nothing |
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[Apr. 4th, 2006|06:13 pm] |
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"Seize The Day"
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never HOLD you!!!!!, yeah, or kiss your LIPS again?!!!!
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [å2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|08:36 pm] |
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| | alice in chains- WE DIE YOUNG | ] |
Hey whats up,
yeah, so ive been going out with my girlfriend Sabrina now for like 10 months and i think it was one of the best things ive ever done. I love her soo much and am very happy i'm with her 5/17/05.
Now, on the other hand i am upset about some of the shit thats going on...now even thought i'm bitchin, i would really like to get some of the old guys back toghter like the bobbys bar crew(not sayin we have to go up a dirt hill drink just hang out agian). this is meaning i want to put the past to rest with almost everything But i am not takeing people's shit anymore either. WE ARE SOPPEST TO BE A FUCKING GRUOP ASOB WTF!!!!
maybe if people want to meet at the merina this firday like everyone, all of ASOB this group shouldnt just die thats bullshit. everyone should go
texas, seemer, skylar, chaz, scott, laim, john, kenzi, vinny, joe, ant, will, matt whoever chills or has chilled with us we were strong WTF happend.
let me know if anyone thinks this is a good idea...
FTW
Bob |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|04:29 pm] |
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| |  shity | ] |
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| | korn -got the life | ] |
| Your Personality Profile | 
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
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| naked black men scare me... |
[Nov. 2nd, 2005|06:35 pm] |
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| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
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| | sentenced - nepenthe | ] |
so yeah havent wrote in like 20 years...
ummmm will lets see saterday was a crazy day.first i got to chill with sabrina<3 harry matt in da plains. Then, lol made people just chillin at skylars house. Matt harry chaz will d money DD and madd other people where there. all we did was eat pizza get drunk somked and play video games it was maddd fun
Sunday sucked but i got to see saw 2 witch kicked ass.
halloween was kinda gay i put mad kool crow type make up on it look crazy, i was at sabrina's for a while then i left to go to CC where i found a FUCKING DRUNK matt lol.
yesterday was madd kool i went t othe city with tex skylar and sabrina. the village was really kool i got a pick of the wired black bum who dresses in all white. hahaa
then me and sab left to go to underouth which had the gayest crout ive ever been in and a smelly guitar player jumped on me...so i left to go to the pit which was safer lol...
we left (yeah before thirce...)chilled in time sqare MaD fun lol i love that girl sabrnia haha. so it took use 985 year to find the train. we got to the end of the line and got off as i left i hear "YO MAN YOU GOTTA PUT YOUR CLOTHS ON". so out of curiosity sabrina and i look to see a Fucking naked blAck man omfg it was so funny he was just standing there lol. sabrina was all like im scareeeeedededede lol |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|12:55 pm] |
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| | pink floyd-mother | ] |
10 Bands/Artists
1.Sentenced
2.Avenged sevenfold
3.lamb of god
4.Mushroomhead
5.system of a down
6.Black sabbath
7.slipknot
8.korn
9.type o negative
10.dimmu bogir
10 albums
1.funeral album
2.cold white light
3.city of evil
4.XIII
5.korns greastest hits vol1
6.toxiity
7.ashes of the wake
8.master of puppets
9.life is killing me
10.the wall |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|10:26 am] |
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| | pantera - this love | ] |
wow i got so fucking thrashed last night, that after i left bums i went to thep a&p. i think got chips i think got on the bus blow chunks like 3 times all over the bus i cant belive he didnt kick me off. took the bus all the way to white fucking plains. some how i dont fucking know how i did it but i got on the same bus going back to tanglewood and walk all the way home. i have very little recalection of any of that and oooo yeah i made firends with some black guy who like helped me get off the bus he like throw me off at my stop. lmao what a night... |
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[May. 9th, 2005|10:42 pm] |
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| | Iron maiden-fear of the dark | ] |
YEAH YO!!!!
yup so this weeks been good so far even thought its monday lol...i chilled with skylar sabrina lindsay my nigger harry and jourdan. mad fun yo. watched some clown from outter space movie it was so fuckin funny and stupid and gay i think a 4 year old with downsindrom could make a better movie lmao.
this weekend was kool to just chillin at bums and haveing a fire and stuff. i love bums, its deffenity the best hopefuly theres goin to be a keg this weekend there so gimme a call on my cell or belp me or something cause its goin to be hella fun. so yeah eveything is goin great right now for me and yeah ummm idk what to wirte maybe ill wright about that time when i was the penis from venis lol |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
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| | metallica - one | ] |
my dog xena suned the shit out of liam
unkept promis: dum
unkept promis: dum
xCaptainBastrdx: are you describing yourself?
xCaptainBastrdx: allow me to rephrase:
unkept promis: no i was talkin about the candys
unkept promis: dumb dumb
xCaptainBastrdx: are you describing yourself as a lolipop
xCaptainBastrdx: touche
unkept promis: lol
xCaptainBastrdx: , idiot idiot
xCaptainBastrdx: what is it that you beckon me for, simple oaf?
unkept promis: are you calling me a simple oaf
xCaptainBastrdx: yes, yes i am
unkept promis: shouldnt you say "you simple oaf"
xCaptainBastrdx: no, i was using it the way i would your name or title
xCaptainBastrdx: have you grown some intelligence or is someone else typing this for you?
unkept promis: yes liam this is Bobby's dog Xena
xCaptainBastrdx: finally, i can have an intelligent conversation w/ someone on this sn.
unkept promis: well as a dog i do belive that i am in fact smarter then you
unkept promis: because i have graduated from doggie high school
xCaptainBastrdx: well, dog, i may disagree w/ what you say, but, i will defend to the death your right to say it
unkept promis: so maybe if you go back to high school you and I could have that intelligent conversation
unkept promis: untill then here is Bobby
unkept promis: yo man
xCaptainBastrdx: damn!
unkept promis: my dog deffeinitly kicked your ass |
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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| | scentenced- i kill myself | ] |
1.) who are u?
2.) when and where did we meet?
3.) what do u think about me?
4.) do u think i am (normal, cute, hott, gorgeous)?
5.) If I was ur BF, and i would do anything, what would u do with me? (dont be shy)
6.) what is ur fondest memory of me?
7.) how long have u known me for?
8.) would u go out with me?
9.) do u think i would go out with u?
10.) would u ever break my heart?
11.) would u ever cheat on me?
12.) would u marry me?
13.) do u miss me?
14.) do u love me?
15.) if u could give me anything, what would it be?
16.) do u believe love at first sight?
17.) would you dump someone that u love for someone you like?
18.) what is ur favorite part about me?
19.) what do u not like about me?
20.) have i ever hooked up with you?
21.) if we have hooked up how many times ? if not would you want 2?
22.) are u going to post this on ur page so u could see what i think of u?
*that gay qiz thing every1s doin |
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[Mar. 8th, 2005|09:16 pm] |
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| | dope- with or without you | ] |
crazyrockkid41: this new hard drive is the shit
unkept promis: lol
unkept promis: how fast is it
crazyrockkid41: i dont really know yet...all i know is that i now have a big place to put all my porn lol
lmfooooo omg thats skylar for you. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2005|05:31 pm] |
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| | slipknot vermilon part2 | ] |
hell yeah, i went to the slipknot, lamb of god and shadows fall concert last night.callin chirsy skylar chaz ant and anna came with me. it was kool cause we were like 2 hours early so we chilled in the parking lot. during shadows fall i started a pit and then like two pit came toghter as one i almost fall on my face lmao. then when slipknot played this song they made everyone get on the floor and jump up it was kool exp this old lady was like can i hold your hand so i can get back up and she was like 400 pds i was like whatever and she like pushed me to the floor lol. after the concert we got tacobell thanks to chrisy. then we droped off callin. well it was a great night and yeah it couldnt have happend with out rena.
later |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
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| | cradle of filth- hurt and virtue | ] |
ahh man i feel like shit fucking cat...i went to school but left after 7th with skylar and seemer good fun like always. school is really gay and i dont give a fuck. went to skylars, when we were leaveing his mom like patted us down lmao. then we got really hungry i didnt eat all day and it was like 4 so we went to a chinese buff it was dumb kool but the chinks were gay...assholes. and now i have a head ach from hell.
other then that ive been chillin with sabrina & her firends, fun stuff. on firday i was with her and meagan to cc. they got chinese food...fucking cat...and then we met up with other people who all just like left exp chaz who chilled with us for the rest of the day. then saterday i called tex around 3 and he picked me up around 3:20 from his house lol. we headed over to lake ave to met sabrina and donna after doing some vendalism we met skylar who did his own vendalism. but then sabrina had to bounce. chaz and christine showed up later and we went to central to met everyone had fun fell down a hill when i was trying to get up it lol, spiled my soad godfuckingdamit |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|05:39 pm] |
 | You scored as Age 0-12 years. You are an imature kid at heart. Congratulations!!!
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| "now i know what its like to have a flying cone thrown at me" |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|12:52 am] |
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| | Korn- alone i break | ] |
ummm yeah so i was walking in the nathines parking lot and chaz throws a cone at me so i say what the hell was that for and he's answer was "now i know what its like to have a flying cone thrown at you" funny shit lol i got a nice cut drom that one.
friday i remember little and im happy about it. but from what i do remember most of the night was kool exp for every1 getting really fucked up like me. i think i need to stop that and im going to do my best to. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:15 am] |
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| | my head hurts to bad to listen to any thing | ] |
ok yesterday was a really long day i woke up at 10 a.m and went to bed at about 10:30 a.m yesterday. i then woke up at about 5.
ok well what happend was i went over to my mothers house and left at about 4 to meet alex on mcleanwhich as a pretty fun timei guess. After that i hoped on the bus headed over to cc to meet matt. me and seemer got a rid over to dans parents house with him, where i was greeted by christen runing up to me and punching me this lasted almost the whole night...we soon all found out that we werent allowed inside dans house and would have to drink at some baseball filed. after most of us were done me seemer and chirsten(still punching me drunk out of her mind)had to go and get the other kristen her cousin and chrissy. so we drunkinly stumbled down to stop and shop were we meet them. then we got lost on the way back. we finaly found our way back thanks to the very drunk christen. we got back and ate pizza and drunk more beer behind some shed were i was holding christen up cause so couldnt walk anymore. after that new years came fast.
i got in the car with matt vicki chaz and erick we all headed to my dads house were i set the alearm off and told them to leave because the cops came and helped me trun the alearm off then they came back. soon after seemer came. so it was pretty fun...i guess i was the only one who didnt sleep. mat vicki and erick smoked in my back yard 2 or three times and took E. we left at 1o and matt gave every1 a rid home. so yeah it was a very tireing time |
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|02:59 am] |
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| | gay fucking primape caveman music | ] |
ok its been a long few days...wensday night as i was leaveing cc i got hit by a car casue i got on the worng bus...again so i tryed to run and get the right bus but a car hits me. my leg got fucked up, ripped my pants and broke like 3 cds in my bookbag. thursday was the last day of school yay. after me and a few people went to the bar on central that was fun. firday and saterday didnt feel anything like "chrismas" i guess it was fun and all but i just wasnt happy whatever so yeah im up pretty late right now cause the fucker above me is blasting some fucking gay monkey music. and every thing is really fucked up...ummm ooo yeah if anyone wants to chill tomorrow plaese all my cell |
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| soup is gay |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|08:27 pm] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | adam sandler- oh mom | ] |
ok this morning when i was getting ready to leave for school i was hungry so i decided to make some kind of a soup to go things. i put it in the michrowave for a 1:15 by 42sec it blow up all over the place i had to clean that whole fucking thing up. i also wasnt feeling to good in school yesterday for some reason...but its all good now. i just got back from cc with a few of my firends it was fun i hit mike in the face with some snow from the top parking lot and he was all the way at the bottom on the side walk it was really funny. well thats it for now, later |
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[Dec. 15th, 2004|01:06 am] |
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| | shityy whatever | ] |
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| | mhhhmmmhhhnmm | ] |
im in my gay fucking graphics class my teacher isnt here which is kool i guess i wanted to leave so i asked seemer he was like no and took my dollar and stuck it in a slushy fucking asshole lol whater. today feels like such a long day this week is going to be long and is going to suck iknow it. i really dont even thinks theres anything to even look forward to at the end of this week. i just feel like such a dum fuck sometimes....ahh whatever |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|09:02 pm] |
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ok well i havent wrote in here in such a long time. But anyway umm long weekend mostly fun. on firday well i dont remember much so yeah i did think it was fun exp the parts with seemer but i heard everyone was throwing up well i didnt at least i dont think i did lol. saterday i was upstate with my family o god...they suck some times. we went to some party thing were all the old people got so fucking drunk we were there till 230 in the fucking morning. but today was a nice day of just chillin with jenn seemer tex skylar and a few others. when me and skylar got on the bus to go back up central, i got on the bus and said "this bus stinks like dog balls". the bus was filled with black people so skylar goes "i wounder if this is how africa smells?" lmao that was so funny. then the bus leaves CC and heads to the bronx...we got on the wrong fucking bus and had to get a cab lol im so smart |
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